I missed a few days. I was up home at my mom’s. We had family reunion this weekend. Bear with me.
Day 26: Your Dream Wedding.
I have always dreamed I would have a big wedding. But as I have gotten older, I am not sure I want on too big. I want to invite all my family and friends. I want to look beautiful. I want my husband to be looking sharp and handsome as ever. Thought about being married in a church, back in the country church I grew up in but I think I would love to get married at one of the camps I used to work at. Something more simple this time. Pretty dresses, nice tuxes, not to stuffy looking, and me in a beautiful gown. My hard done just right. My makeup just beautiful. I want people to see my eyes. I want my husband to be to see the love in my eyes. I would have beautiful flowers. Daisies and roses. Elegant but simple. Not a huge party of folks for bridesmaids and groomsmen.
I don’t know who would walk me down the isle. I wish it could be my dad. I miss him. If only for this day, he could come back and walk me down. I want my mom to walk with me. She is my strong hold. She is my best friend. She is the one I can talk to. She is my mom. Always. I would want to carry a single white rose to the front of the chapel. Place it to a picture of my dad.
Like I said earlier, I want all my family and friends there. This would be the happiest day of my life. I want to share it with them. I would want all my future in-laws and friends to be there too. Just a beautiful celebration of this wedding and all the people I love.