These three things don’t mix real well. Or at least for me they don’t. Birthday parties….cake and ice cream, work – people bring all sorts of stuff for staff at the school, and kids….well….see birthday parties. LOL
I have been so trying to get back on my post- op diet routine. I am over a year out from my surgery and have totally stalled out. People keep telling me to go back to my doctor or dietitian. I would but they are in Des Moines, I am in/near Minneapolis and St. Paul now. Don’t really want to drive 4 hours or so…..I do have a different doc up here but I am just a chicken to ask for more help. I feel like I have already failed. I haven’t gained weight back. I just don’t see the scale moving at all. It just sucks.
I have been so busy lately…..run here an there, get ready for birthday parties, training for work, getting ready for benchmarking at work, getting K ready and going and then bathing and to bed. Oh add 2 college classes onto that list too. No, I haven’t caught up in those classes yet either. Though I did make it to class last night. found a new sitter for K. she’s a high school kid of one of my co-workers.
so when does stuff slow down? i need a nap. i need to do homework. but my motivation is zero. well not so much motivation, i just want to sleep at the moment. ugh.
i want to get back to losing weight and stuff. thought about seeing if they could do a revision of my surgery…..idk. something, anything.
ok…off to pick up my girl. i hope her mood has improved vastly from this morning. it was an ugly morning around here.