I always say……

Here it is….SEPTEMBER!!! I always say that I am going to write more. I am going to keep blogging more. I am going to post more and write my thoughts and blah blah blah…….
whelp…..as you can see from how long ago my last post was……I didn’t. I haven’t. And here I am again. But I’m not saying any of that this time. I am just saying…I am going to write whenever I can.
But…..September is Invisible Illness Awareness Month. At the end of the month will be Invisible Illness Awareness Week. So, I know that I will write a bit about what is happening in that arena.

pain cushion

no nothing

I went to the spine doctor….the next one that was supposed to do the rhizotomy.  But he said he didn’t think that I needed to have it done.  He thought I had an infection between my vertebrae.  So I went in for some bloodwork.  The office called me and no infection.  Now what?  I feel like I am still on that road of doctors throwing me from one to another.  I know where my pain is right now and they still don’t now what they are going to do.  He mentioned wanting to send me to a pain specialist.  I am so sick of going to different doctors.  This is just stupid.  I don’t know what is next.  All I do know is that I need to find some relief from my back pain.  I can’t go on not sleeping and hardly being able to move.  This sucks.

My finger is healing ok.  I get the stitches out next Wednesday.

I start physical therapy on Monday.  I hope they can help me.  I know it’s going to hurt for this too.  But I have to do something.  Doing nothing isn’t helping.  I think I am going to do some searching on the net for some ideas.  Maybe some other folks with similar things going on can offer some ideas.  Something I haven’t tried yet.

There is always hope, right?